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Sunday, July 16, 2006
7/16/2006 10:49:00 pm
SIGHH lars.
sometimes, i really feel like tellin you some things.
but i just dunno how to express it.
i dont wanna sayy things that arent good to.. um well. you n me both.
gee. if onlyy u would just leave me alone.
i just wish for someone to understand me.
though i noe that there will never be one who does.
u come to me whenn you need help.
i wish i could do that too.
but there's just no one. like where were you whenn i needed you.
it's not my fault that im born DUMB. it's not like i wanted it.
stopp blamin me for everything that goes wrong. stopp scoldin me.i noe you feel embarrarrsed when you talk to others abt me.stopp bein so fake would you.
im sick of it.
i wanna be smart too. i wanna be like them too.
but how. i cant help it.
stopp controllin me every moment.
i will go madd.
sigh. i dunno wad e heck is wrong with me now.
i just suddenly feel that wads e point of livin anyymore.
SIGHH.ohh. n if anyyone happen to be able to understand this.ignore me.im just.. erm. havin one of my off dayys.yeah.AGAIN.
Life's good. ♥;