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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
9/05/2006 09:39:00 pm
fcuk.i cant help feeling pissed again.ahhhhh.whenn wil tis feelin stop.i dunn like it u noe.i really dunn like it.it's like im so driftin awayy.no one notices tis small little piece dat forms e human population.haiis.i dont noe wad i should do.i dont noe wad i can do.i thought u will understand.but i realise u r just e same as everyone else.dont judge me.cause u dont noe wad im goin through.i tried so hard.to please all of you.but who e fuckin hell appreciates.look at urself in e mirror before judgin others.cause u might be worse.n u dunn even realsie it.everybody's tryyin so hard too.but whyy issit dat deyy can make it n i cant.wads wrong with me.m i born to suffer?haiis.i hate you i hate you.you dont understand me.so stopp fuckin judge me.you dont noe how e things you sayy affect me.im tryyin my best to please you.but you make me feel that it's not worth it.whyy.whyy r u so nice to everyone but me?did i offend u in anyway?i fuckin hate you.who will care.u make me feel so useless.you make me feel like i should just go die.perhaps i realy should.since i arent helpin anyone or anything living on tis world.whyy wont u give me a chance.whyy wont u listen for once.thats my wishh you noe.just to have someone.dat really understands me.i thought dat could be you.i tried to not care.but i cant.
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