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Thursday, September 07, 2006
9/07/2006 01:19:00 pm
haiis.
feelin so pathetic now.
so damn no mood nowadays.
life's so empty.
ahhhs.
i havent even started a damn bit for my holiday hmk.
shit.
i need e motivation.
where cann i find it!
i cant go on like that.
end of years' comin!
haiis.
i gotta start to work hard.
i noe that.
but i just cant seem to concentrate n get started.
i hate my self!
cant slack anyymore!
all i noe is to encourage others to jiayou.
but i cant apply that to myself.
blahhs.
im afraid i will go on like tis.
n flunk my end of years.
shit.
i need my motivation.
who's gonna give me that.
haiis.
hahahas.
wanni jiayou for ur violin exam!
love ya.
you can do it.
lols.
rmb e treat we will get!
woots.
=D
i used green cause i noe you like it!
hehes.
im so nice.
=D
ahh siian.my own piano exam is comin soon.i really really hope i can at least get a merit tis time.blahhs.but my sis was like ' wait long long arhhhs'n my mum laughed.yeah i noe im lousy.i noe it seems impossible.i noe nobody has e confidence in me.i dont have it in myself either.n thats whyy i need urs.ur encouragements.whyy wont u give me ur support.n i thought families were dere to catch you when u fall.haiis.stop dreamin lars yuting.wake up!arghh.you will never get support from tis family.
Life's good. ♥;